Near the town of Ketchikan along Alaska’s inside passage, they make a pilgrimage to their place of birth, to partake
in one grand love-making event. I was privileged to watch them, and they did
not even seem to notice my presence.
Ketchikan Creek, where it dives into the inside passage of
Alaska, is a rapid flow of water, almost a waterfall, and it's as much a part
of nature as the fish within it. Yet it seems
unaware of the driving passion it holds.
Passion thrusts itself upward against fast water and pounding boulders. I stood here a long time trying to see just
one of the lovers scrambling, jumping upstream.
They climb against the most difficult odds for what they must believe is
right, or they feel it's the loving thing to do, be it right or wrong.
They’ve been four years at sea, since their birth, and now
something pulls them from salt water to fresh, from easy swimming to a frantic
struggle against waterfall current.
I leave the ship and follow these determined fish. But I go the easy way, along Deer Mountain
Trail.
Unlike trout in mountain streams who shy away from humans lurking on the bank, these single-minded fish keep swimming even in my presence, even as the water becomes so shallow that they expose their backs to the air.
A male comes up beside a female, but he’s quickly driven away by the larger and stronger male behind him.
The battered suitor, tired, with white bruises on his back, cowers away from the prize that he fought so hard for.
He has won her, and she gives him no resistance. He comes close to her and quivers, which she finds irresistible. Simultaneously, she releases her eggs and the male fertilizes them as the two fish are side by side with the eggs behind them. For this moment each of them has struggled almost to the point of death, having never met each other before the last few minutes.
After this ultimate quest of their lives, they die within a
day or two, and the stench of them fills the canyon. It doesn’t sound like love to me, and I, for
one salmon, would not do it, would stay in the quiet ocean. I wonder how many do that.
They spend a lifetime
ReplyDeleteto reach a place
of becoming
one with the other
and they don't even have sex
sounds like holy communion
or a return to Romanticism
when knights wrote love letters
to ladies in waiting
and words were stronger
than the length of two
legs wrapped around the hips
of a lover.
What a great way, Lois, to celebrate love as we know it, compared those poor salmon who suffer so much for so little. We have much and suffer much when we lose it. You have said it so potently.
DeleteQuite a fish tail!
ReplyDeleteI am of few words this evening.
A fish tale that got away, Junnie. but here in the mating game of a shallow stream none of the fish get away.
Delete.... sounds 'fishy' to me
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